You know what the hardest thing is? It is deciding what the hell you actually want to do. That is what is going to mess you up with everything else. You'd just followed a sort of routine before. But when you start to ask yourself, a moment by moment, what you really want out of any given situation, its really hard. And its incredibly exhausting.
i bump into an old friend yesterday, and he told me that he is getting engaged next year. and then it strikes me that most of my friends are slowly getting engaged. is it just them or am i too not getting any younger?
