if you cant put magnolia on the wall then there are always a million other colours you can use, if you cant pay your phone bills then just write letters telling them. im not playing down the importance of these things, yes you need money for food, yes you need food to survive, but you also need sleep to have energy, to smile to be happy, and to be happy so you can laugh, just so you dont keel over with a heart attack. People forget that they have options. And they forget that those things dont really matter. They should concentrate on what they have and not what they dont have. and by the way, wishing and dreaming doesn't mean concentrating on what you dont have, its positive thinking encourages hoping and believing, not whinging and moaning - cecilia ahern
lets just put it that i think that its been quite some time since i last had a proper update and since i am so free right now, why not get it started right?
oh wells, ive been quite busy for these past few days. i dont know if i should blame it on school because as you know, my hours in school are quite pathetic. but for this whole 1 week, we've been assigned with about 9 assesments altogether. i gotta sit for my written assesment on wednesday and aaargh, i've always been the person who hates to revise on my notes. not only that, ive been spending most of my after school hours to azlin's and kida's home.to sum it all, ive been spending with the same people most of the time. everyday is just school and more school. not that i am complaining, of course :)
i manage to get hold of 2 tickets to the actual parade for this year national day. i thought of asking that someone but i guess he is just doing his thing, again. he comes and then he go and then he comes again and then he will go. not that i didnt expect it to happen in the first place, but its just that i was too engross with his company that i tend to forget that he will always leave me in the dark, all on my own. that is just his nature, i figure. probably i should open up to fix this lil puzzle in my heart first before contemplating to think of what i really should have right now.
& im missing some people a whole lot, but i guess i should just take those feelings away. i have enough dramas in my life, i dont think i need all these people who doesnt even seem to call or text or even care to put more weight into my life.
