when you put all your hopes & faith into something, and then suddenly just seeing it go in a flash, is very quite disappointing.
i thought all i have to do was to try and keep trying, and then things would be back to its perfect state. but maybe, i am not as lucky as that this time round.
i didnt say that this was going to be smooth sailing, but i also didnt realised that this was going to be this hard.
but then again, to sum it all up; i just wish you knew.
