Thursday, April 02, 2009

forever.


after all these days, months & years, it was about you. it has always been you. i try to shake those feelings off, but its you i only think about. you're undeniable.

to be honest, it takes me months to forget that special someone. he've made a great impact to my life that sometimes i find it a mistake of not having him around anymore. i avoid myself from thinking of him, i closes all the doors of me wondering if we could someday be back together again. i try to quit on him, but believe me. it was never easy. i cried so much, i think i was losing all the tears in me. i lose hope. i lose all the faith. i give up.

its been almost a year, and here i am, still standing strong. i didnt know how i did it. i figure that, time did heal all wounds. the more i was forcing myself to move on, the more i never did.dont just move on because everyone else tells you to do so, move on because you feel its best to do so & because your heart tells you so.

love is not only about having the person you love most to yourself, love is also about letting go the person you love most to someone else that deserve them more than you do.