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eh i tak suke seh. tadi pagi kan i on msn dengan nad!. then she very clever (nah teacher ima give you 3 stars! lol lol), she tolong i buat this password thingy onto my blog. bukan privatise tau, cume you kene letak my password in order to get access to it. cool rabak, i tak bedek. tapikan baru tadi i check, then skali tak bole pakai seh. da uh nad!, i amek balik uh all the stars i kasi you. :p

skrg da pukol 2.05pm, i kene jumpe kida pukol 4plus pat tampines. wah steady papan je eh ima. ingat tampines ngan pioneer sebelah sebelah station eh? baju pon belom gosok, mandi pon belom. wahlau eh, what telah happen one. zzzzzzzzzz

eh okay, i baru dapat msg from 2nd brother i. i nak nangis. sedih. i tak tau ape nak reply. serious.
but ayit, i tau you wont ever read this. but whatever, whenever & however, you know i still got your back and i love you no matter what happens. many other people can bring you down, but stay strong and live life. do not ever mention the part that you wanna leave the house, EVER. okay? ima sedih tau bile ayit ckp macam gitu. family kite memang tak perfect, not rich in every sense tapi kalau sume orang in the family nak give up on one another, then what will become of us? sume orang stress pat rumah, it was never easy for our family. we have gone through all fcuk up shittes together. things are already so hard as it is for mama & papa & everyone else in the family. sometimes bile ima stress with all the stuff at home, i just cry to sleep, hoping that things will get better once ima bangon. but things pretty much stay the same. thats when i realised, life has to go on & you just have to make do with whatever you have. you jangan fikir fikir sangat okay pasal nie okay ayit? ima loves you, even at our family's brightest & darkest hours. xoxo